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hihi~ yeah I thought that I wasn't the only one :'), wonderful! thank you so much!, any contributions would be greatly appreciated! <3
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ooo, good point!
although I would tought that having such a space would be a unpopular thing on a queer lemmy instance.
I brought this up because somebody made me aware that they had to disable their NSFW filter (because they don't want to see porn), to access this community
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- turn NSFW mode off
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- keep community labeled NSFW
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oki fine :'), I just felt bad because its off topic
Hiiii my fellow anarchist cuties! :333, are you also all good citizins like me who would never take chemicals which make you happy because some 70yo wrote that I shouldn't on a piece of paper?, incase you are instead a bad person, come join us! I just wanted to make people aware that I created a Harmreduction community on this instance(!harmreduction@lemmy.blahaj.zone) because I really think its something we need here, **many** queer people are turning to drugs, personally, I know more friends who are on “hard drugs” than are not, so I wanted to make a space on this instance for people to safely talk about harmreduction, reddit can be quite toxic and I feel the atmosphere here might be alot better and the people giving advice might be alot more informed already. If you feel you can advice people, need advice or just occasionally enduldge, please join! Also I am always there for anybody who needs advice, I am an intravenous polydrug user, amateur chemist, know a decent bit about injecting hormones right and even though I have puppy eyes, I don’t bite :) ... I also happen to be an economically neutral anarchist if that help :3 Lots of love!, Xea
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ooo I heard of that one... I might have seen a girl snort lines of it but that is besides the point :3
if you want I can add it, will also add the trevorproject link you provided! / I can also add you as a mod since you seam to be invested in this topic
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Thank you alot for this great bit of advice!, I do have to say while getting information from reddit and lemmy is not ideal, you also can't expect the average drug user to read papers and its not like the mainstream media/authorities/or schools are providing atequate harmreduction information
ps: if there is any bit of information/resource I should add anywhere, feel free to tell me!
Im really sorry for spamming this wonderful community, Please don’t be mad at me for wasting space in your thread 🥺 I just wanted to make people aware that I created a Harmreduction community on this instance(!harmreduction@lemmy.blahaj.zone) because I really think its something we need here, **many** queer people are turning to drugs, personally, I know more friends who are on “hard drugs” than are not, so I wanted to make a space on this instance for people to safely talk about harmreduction, reddit can be quite toxic and I feel the atmosphere here might be alot better and the people giving advice might be alot more informed already. If you feel you can advice people, need advice or just occasionally enduldge, please join! Also I am always there for anybody who needs advice, I am an intravenous polydrug user, amateur chemist, know a decent bit about injecting hormones right and even though I have puppy eyes, I don’t bite :) Lots of love!, Xea
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honestly, I would say there is some "hard drugs" I take which are alot more harmless than alcohol, I know people always think our staple drugs are safe, but trust me, I have nearly died because I swallowed a dozen caffeine pills in an manic-episode
my reason for saying amphetamine made me friendships is that it makes me feel more like myself, I can think better not worse, Im confident and enpathic, it quite honestly seams like the reason Im not alone currently
don't know about cannabis as it has not worked for me this far regardless of how fat the joints I smoke are, but I think that sounds like a good and safe idea!
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BAD HARMREDUCTION ADVICE:
uiy, I feel like If I give you my honest opinon I might do alot of harm but I was in a very similar spot that you were a year or so ago, I used to have alot of issues socializing because I was afraid and didn't have the convidence to say the things on my mind and I couldn't process well enough
unless you are injecting highly contaminated drugs you shouldn't be doing significant damage to yourself, some stimulants have strong cardiovascular effects you should be aware of especially if you are in danger of having a stroke(like me)
something which really just helped me was taking very controlled amounts of prescription amphetamine since I have ADHD, it helped me form friendships that today I could not do without
but I want to warn you, while most drugs are not as harmful as they are depicted as in the media and so on, you don't want to reach a state where you are permanently chasing a high which you already are not able to feel anymore because you abused your substance of choice for too long, just slighly amp your life up and don't even think you can be in euphoria for the rest of your life if you just keep using
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Thank you so much! <333, didn't know how to link a community '^^
Im really sorry for spamming this wonderful community, Please don’t be mad at me for wasting space in your thread 🥺 I just wanted to make people aware that I created a Harmreduction community on this instance(!harmreduction@lemmy.blahaj.zone) because I really think its something we need here, many trans people are turning to drugs, personally, I know more friends who are on “hard drugs” than are not, so I wanted to make a space on this instance for people to safely talk about harmreduction, reddit can be quite toxic and I feel the atmosphere here might be alot better and the people giving advice might be alot more informed already. If you feel you can advice people, need advice or just occasionally enduldge, please join! Also I am always there for anybody who needs advice, I am an intravenous polydrug user, amateur chemist, know a decent bit about injecting hormones right and even though I have puppy eyes, I don’t bite :) Lots of love!, Xea
Im really sorry for spamming this wonderful community, Please don't be mad at me for wasting space in your thread 🥺 I just wanted to make people aware that I created a Harmreduction community on this instance(!harmreduction@lemmy.blahaj.zone) because I really think its something we need here, **many** trans people are turning to drugs, personally, I know more friends who are on "hard drugs" than are not, so I wanted to make a space on this instance for people to **safely** talk about harmreduction, reddit can be quite toxic and I feel the atmosphere here might be alot better and the people giving advice might be alot more informed already. If you feel you can advice people, need advice or just occasionally enduldge, please join! Also I am always there for anybody who needs advice, I am an intravenous polydrug user, amateur chemist, know a decent bit about injecting hormones right and even though I have puppy eyes, I don't bite :) Lots of love!, Xea
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No school, no work, just meow meow
injects 100mg 4-MMC(known as meow meow)
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Thanks! <3
as I have mentioned on another comment this is not half of it '^^, I have gone to two therapists but my experiences were mostly negative so instead Im just trying to surround myself with loving people and taking MDMA every now and than hihi~, it has certainly helped me unpack some traumatic experiences I had been supressing for years!
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No worries!, considering the way I wrote it, I was already afraid that people would interpret it that way.
Although it still hurts and makes me sick to my stomach to think about.
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I did not misgender other transpeople directly(there were none) so no, it does not count as harrassing a minority, it does count as gross hatespeach imo.
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thank you!
you should continue to assess the beliefs you hold
hm, I mean, after my libertarian phase, I shifted into individualist anarchism before I ultimately stopped giving a fuck about politics since there is nothing I can change.
A while afterwards I was still experiencing thoughts of self tought about my identity due to the things people I had looked up to were spouting but thankfully these thoughts left.
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Oh I left so many twists of this journey out, because this is already rant enough :')
Thank you!, that is a nice way to think of it <3
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Thank you, hearing that helps <3
and I would love some internet hugs :3
* hugs
Hyia! <3 This is a topic which has been a big issue in my life for the past years, so I wanted to start a thread for advice on making friendships, specifically for more nerdy trans people, any advice is welcome! <3, maintaining friendships is just as important as making them!, just don't drop the obvious like "join groups related to your interests", unless you want to make people aware of any. bonus points if you have advice for people with strong sensory issues(that would be me ;-;) or social anxiety, who are unable to interact properly in groups
Hyia everybody! <3 I made a matrix space for this community on my homeserver, for a more leaned back way to chat, If you are interested, stop by and say hi <3 https://matrix.to/#/%23transprog:socki.moe sorry to everybody who tried before and was greated by an empty space :(, seams dendrite doesn't support room discovery over federation, I added a room list to the space description and invitied everybody who had joined the space!
Hyia! I have already mentioned how "nice" it is to be a trans girl in a small legacy software company, so unless anybody wants that I will not go into detail. but I would love to hear others experiences or advice <3, positive or negative, what kind of company do you work at?, how is your experience? infodumps welcome! Lots of love <3, Xea
https://github.com/Im-0xea/binfetch
Hyia! I didn't find a space for us nerdy trans people on blahaj.zone, so I thought I might aswell create one and see who shows up :) This place is not associated with r/transprogrammer, seams they have not made any moves to lemmy, and I didn't expect them to. Feel free to post anything Programming or Trans related, doesn't need to be both, show off your Projects!, introduce yourself, or just banter about life as a trans programmer. As for personal introductions, Im Xea, trans girly with a love for C, gas asm and generally everything OS devy / low level, I work for a legacy software company, where it seams whether or not Im valid is a political question and not a question of basic human decency, enough crying. Thanks for reading! <3 ps: if anybody has any better ideas for the community picture, they would be much appreciated, while the rustacean is cute <333, Its not that general to programming, heck I have never touched rust :,)
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