I don't really have a lot to say here. I'm trans now, I've been posting in the trans mega for a few weeks now, most of our trans userbase has probably noticed by now, but you probably wouldn't know if you didn't notice the pronoun change or looked at the trans mega, but yeah # I'm a girl now You don't have to make a new account to be trans on hexbear but honestly I felt like I wanted something else. Ho_Chi_Chungus is a good username (and no you can't have it if you want, sorry) but like, I really wanted an *unmistakably* trans femme username. This more than anything I'm feeling really hesitant about because it's comically over the top but uhh, yeah ::: spoiler Henceforth, I will be posting as... ![lenin-dont-laugh](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/c962df4e-bc50-4c04-9449-5f7d9bfc4d6d.png "emoji lenin-dont-laugh") ::: spoiler spoiler [@EstraDoll@hexbear.net](https://hexbear.net/u/EstraDoll) yeah it's corny as hell but fuck it, i like it ::: i don't really have anything else to say to be honest, other than I'm gonna keep all my old posts up because Biggs is there ![biggs](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/98515db9-d339-4d53-a768-59979e6eeb44.png "emoji biggs")
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having second thoughts about the new username because it's a bit too over the top but fuck it, it goes hard
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Bait out a Tiger Drop
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that too is also a mood. I guess one of the "coming to terms with being trans" emotions in my head that I'm thinking is like, yeah you can think something is attractive on someone else but not you. Do I like facial hair? Yes, just not on me, please
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idk sometimes i feel like i use it like one when i worked BOH in a restaurant
"fuckin servers, man. can't stack plates, can't fill the linen bags, always need silverware run right now"
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Live by the sword
Die by the sword
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yeah if I recall it's like 1 dog every hour in the US, quite frequently its their own police dogs too
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honestly i don't even think having facial hair is bad, persay, but I really like the idea of HRT+Electrolysis taking it all off because then i would just never have to bother shaving again which sounds nice
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It might just take you some time getting used to it . it's still taking me some time to get adjusted to having a new name and pronouns and identity as a trans girl
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alright fuck it. i'll send in my application for new hexbear username after work tonight. hopefully by tomorrow i'll be posting under a new, ridiculously trans femme username
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logging onto r/cringetopiary to roast someone's bad shrubbery
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to be honest i'd love to punch a guy on national television before screaming about how everyone should read Blackshirts and Reds
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From the creek to the ocean, we reject the zionist notion
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everything's going very fast but i'm proud of myself :)
i mean i'm not NB but i'm trans now and i feel the exact same way. things are changing really fucking fast now! but it's fun!
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The Plan? Dominate the auto industry, then make cars that are so bad that it's better to walk to destroy car dependency in society
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yeah i've been posting here like every day for like 3-4 weeks now lol
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god the CPC is so cool. i wish china were real
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THE SPINACH WAS ACTUALLY JUST CODE/STANDIN FOR TESTOSTERONE. POPEYE IS A TRANS MAN
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i would honest to god rather walk to work than take a fucking cybertruck. what the hell
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A lot of the time I see newly trans people be depressed or angry about it,
lmao that's how i was being cis. I constantly swung between being an irritable edgelord and an edgy irate egg
no one else can be joe i'm already joe
it's completely unpronounceable and also if you clicked someone's pronouns when replying to them it would automatically add the tiny little picture for you
honestly i don't even know i think i'm just going to chug all 3
I am still in shock about this. I've always talked to myself. Don't know why, just do, and I was doing it as I always was. While I was just talking to myself at work, I had to stop myself after a while. My voice was suddenly really light and pitched about 2-3 octaves up, and I have *zero* fucking idea where on earth it even came from. Does it pass? Does it even sound femme or just really high? I have zero fucking idea and I don't even care about that right now. My egg cracked like a fucking month ago and the closest thing to voice training I've ever done is watch 8 minutes of a basic ass tutorial that I didn't even follow the exercises for but now I have a distinctly femme voice I can suddenly switch to. I've been doing it for maybe an hour now and my throat hurts but holy shit what on earth is going on it's late o fuck right now i got to sleep on this
"I only wish I had more space to write this stupid headline" he later added
hopefully these should last longer in the fridge than those sandwiches i made last week
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in 6 months i will finally have use for that sickle i bought 8 months ago
I believe I generally understand the concept of the (trans, not Star Trek) usage of "The Prime Directive" but as a cis person, I don't really seem to get why. If a person you know and are close to starts to act or talk in a way like they are possibly trans, why is it... not proper, for lack of a better term, to genuinely tell them "I think you might want to seriously explore these feelings"? It feels like you should? Like you should be reassuring to someone who feels like this?
on a daily basis, the quote of Donald Trump saying ![a-little-trolling](https://www.hexbear.net/pictrs/image/add5ddaa-1d34-4345-9aa1-8bbf0e30e56f.png "emoji a-little-trolling") "Israel has hypnotized the world! May Allah awaken the people and help them to see the evil doings of Israel and the United States" goes through my head. What quote is stuck in yours?
Ho_Chi_Chungus [she/her]
Ho_Chi_Chungus@ hexbear.neti take pictures of Biggs