Trans megathread for the week of September 30th to October 3rd - Sacred Echoes posting!
  • nemmybun nemmybun Now 100%

    I stuck with she/her because I haven't found anything else that fits me yet, and I don't mind she/her like I did the dead set

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  • Trans megathread for the week of September 30th to October 3rd - Sacred Echoes posting!
  • nemmybun nemmybun Now 100%

    That's relieving to hear. I don't want to start dreading my sessions

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  • Trans megathread for the week of September 30th to October 3rd - Sacred Echoes posting!
  • nemmybun nemmybun Now 100%

    Not always, though I think this is something that gets easier with help and practice. I don't always understand them but I'm better at identifying what I'm feeling and why after years of practice

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  • Trans megathread for the week of September 30th to October 3rd - Sacred Echoes posting!
  • nemmybun nemmybun Now 100%

    I used to just listen to stuff that's popular for approval from others but I find that I'm happier just listening to my niche, cringe music instead. It's okay to break away from normal and plus it makes finding someone else that shares your tastes that much more exciting

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  • Trans megathread for the week of September 30th to October 3rd - Sacred Echoes posting!
  • nemmybun nemmybun Now 100%
    electrolysis

    Okay so first I take back everything I ever said about electrolysis hurting less than laser. My skin is so angry right now

    Pain ratings by area:

    Upper lip, above lip line, towards outside width: omori-neutral

    Upper lip, closer to philtrum: agni-pain

    Philtrum: aubrey-pain

    Philtrum, closer to nose: peppino-scream

    Upper lip line: bocchi-glitch

    Cupid's bow lip line: john-agony

    This is supposed to be the most painful area so I hope the rest isn't as bad.

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    The results of adopting a new mindset and 2 solid weeks of hyperfocus: my first project, a silly little Vampire Suvivors-clone starring a beefy Stalin!
  • nemmybun nemmybun Now 100%

    Hehe thanks

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  • Trans megathread for the week of September 23rd to 29th. - How to preform CPR
  • nemmybun nemmybun Now 100%

    Yeah I posted it in the gamedev community a few months ago: https://hexbear.net/post/2837024

    Nice! More old games need to not run like dogshit, you'd be doing a valuable service in this alternate universe

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  • Trans megathread for the week of September 23rd to 29th. - How to preform CPR
  • nemmybun nemmybun Now 100%

    Yeah I wish the programming socks felt natural to me. I somehow hammered out a game on godot (that kinda falls apart with no warning) in a few weeks when I first got my adderall but I had a lot of examples to follow and I also learned after that I did some things very, very wrong lol. I haven't been able to get the same energy.

    It'd be cool to do romhacks or something though. There's a lot of old games that I know, on a conceptual level, how I would "remaster" but I would get lost and discouraged trying to do it

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  • Trans megathread for the week of September 23rd to 29th. - How to preform CPR
  • nemmybun nemmybun Now 100%

    I used to watch long vids on how NES/SNES renders graphics and uses audio systems and memory registers and so on even though I'll never use this knowledge. I've also watched way too many videos on math topics for someone that claims to avoid math. I guess the brain wants what it wants shrug-outta-hecks

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  • Trans megathread for the week of September 23rd to 29th. - How to preform CPR
  • nemmybun nemmybun Now 100%

    I had exactly one experience with a man when I was questioning and the answer was "never men"

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  • Trans megathread for the week of September 23rd to 29th. - How to preform CPR
  • nemmybun nemmybun Now 100%

    I have never managed a tenure in a space of longer than a few months, a year. Idk.

    a year

    berdly-nooooo

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  • Trans Megathread for the week of September 16th to 23rd, 2024/Unjust Depths unofficial promotion
  • nemmybun nemmybun Now 100%

    My workplace always yapped about PPE and plans for summer to reduce heat injury... but never actually did anything.

    yea

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  • Trans Megathread for the week of September 16th to 23rd, 2024/Unjust Depths unofficial promotion
  • nemmybun nemmybun Now 100%

    No need for apologies. There's def some pros to an active job but there's a reason I bailed after 9 months. I think they'd be much better in an socialist setting where workers are provided substantial breaks and PPE and they aren't pushed to sacrifice themselves for the sake of profit

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  • Trans Megathread for the week of September 16th to 23rd, 2024/Unjust Depths unofficial promotion
  • nemmybun nemmybun Now 100%
    spoiler

    Ugh that really fucking sucks. I'm sorry that happened to you

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  • nemmybun nemmybun Now 100%

    I don't know where you live but if you're in the US, you might check out Planned Parenthood. They do sliding scale payments based on your income.

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  • Trans Megathread for the week of September 16th to 23rd, 2024/Unjust Depths unofficial promotion
  • nemmybun nemmybun Now 100%
    spoiler

    I used to drink a lot of alcohol and had an unhealthy diet. I had serious difficulty losing weight before and after hrt so I understand the struggle. I used to hate exercising and the results were too slow so would do it like for a week at most before giving up since who really wants to do something they hate when it seems like it's not doing anything?

    What changed is that I ended up in working a physically demanding job loading heavy items on trucks. I didn't even last a year there but it was long enough to give me some muscle and suddenly make me crave exercise/being active. It also made weight loss easier as muscles will eat up excess calories. So something you could try is to do sports or get a physically demanding warehouse job or anything where you have an obligation to be active instead of making weight loss the goal itself.

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  • nemmybun nemmybun Now 100%
    spoiler

    I'm pretty sure you need to have e for fat to go to your breasts. I don't think any volume you lose while off e is permanent though because you don't lose any breast tissue (the structure of your breast) so it should fill back up when you're on e again.

    That said, you might wanna get back on e as soon as possible and do weight cycling if you're worried about losing any volume. Everyone's body is different so my experience might not apply to everyone, but when I lost a bunch of weight, very little was from my breasts so I think it's easier to keep the fat on your breasts when on e than otherwise.

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  • There was discussion about people wanting cat hearts with various pride flags so I made this set. I decided to put them all in a single post instead of spamming the comm, hope that's okay All emoji should use the following keywords and if needed I added extra keywords specific to each emoji keywords: heart, meow, love, care ![](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/f4a51acb-3550-4808-a656-706c75609f2c.png) :cat-rainbow: additional keywords: lgbt ![](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/1a9ad83d-a671-48e4-8ae9-24f6978cbfcf.png) :cat-gay: ![](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/80df9127-2cff-4824-aeef-2570fd202295.png) :cat-lesbian: ![](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/f9be6009-3b76-4c9d-8454-12f2ea9fe7f6.png) :cat-non-binary: additional keywords: nb, enby, nonbinary ![](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/559202ee-6759-4bde-abb9-30c66b3a246b.png) :cat-bi: additional keywords: bisexual ![](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/e0dc6e23-ca48-418b-a005-d6105ae0d202.png) :cat-ace: additional keywords: asexual ![](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/78f9f5f9-ab64-4b32-99e6-5884d47bd1ea.png) :cat-pan: additional keywords: pansexual ![](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/df88cce9-5911-4632-bf27-60800b887769.png) :cat-intersex: ![](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/d8a0a95f-c1f4-4f0f-84e7-8782833543ef.png) :cat-aro: additional keywords: aromantic ![](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/b7c22e29-8f98-4ded-88ea-ae7a5a546eed.png) :cat-demisexual: ![](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/b3ec39fa-0695-44d8-9afa-a8943ffc7811.png) :cat-polyam: additional keywords: polyamory ![](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/40736339-3c4f-4432-be7c-81182adfa13a.png) :meow-hug-trans: additional keywords: support, trans

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    Now in it's own post as requested so everyone outside the mega can enjoy too. Here's to another year!

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    Sorry for the dark photo, I didn't want to wake him up lol

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    gamedev nemmybun Now 98%
    The results of adopting a new mindset and 2 solid weeks of hyperfocus: my first project, a silly little Vampire Suvivors-clone starring a beefy Stalin!

    A little over 2 weeks ago, I had once again started working with Godot, determined to finally learn the software so I can bring my many game ideas to life. And then I stumbled and failed as I usually do as my ideas were lofty and my skillset meager. I think it was the Mark Brown video that finally made the (obvious in retrospect) idea sink in that there was no way I can do the more complex games I wanted to make without first having made a bunch of simpler projects to nail down the fundamentals. So instead of trying to follow a grand plan, I just opened up a old tutorial I did and started adding stuff purely by vibes. And it fucking worked because after 2 weeks of intense hyperfocus I was able to put together an actual game that works (so far) and has most of the basics of the genre! Sure it's only 5 minutes long and full of stolen assets but I'm still very pleased with the outcome. I started with the GDQuest Vampire Survivors tutorial and first decided to change out the graphics and give it a theme. What would be an amusing communist theme? Stalin crushing hordes of fascists. I decided to use Metal Slug assets for most of the characters and weapons (which had the bonus of getting a lot of practice in with animation because holy shit those spritesheets are huge). After I changed the graphics, I gave the solider a death animation instead of just disappearing. I thought the same death every time was boring since the soldiers had so many death animations in Metal Slug, so I made a system for randomly choosing a death scene each time. Then I got nostalgic for cheat codes from old games so I figured out how to add a text input box and made some effects for code matches. Every time I got bored or frustrated with an element I was working on I would come back and add another cheat, sometimes even it was just a bit. And it sort of fed into itself after that. I went back to the soldier. I wanted an leveling system, so first I needed gems to fall from defeated enemies. Those gave XP which needed to be tracked, then I needed to trigger a level up screen where random options can be chosen. It started with a basic screen where 3 upgrades could be chosen. Then I added dummied weapons into the mix. At first the options could be infinitely chosen, but I was able to limit each option to 5 levels, which each level being a unique upgrade. I got bored of working on that so I went back to enemies. I made 2 new variations: ones that I thought could have interesting attacks (though I never got around to adding an attack for the pirate variant). Since I didn't want them to appear at the start, I made a game timer and assigned a difficulty counter that increased every minute that changed the enemy loadout and spawning ratios. With all this game info to be tracked I created a UI to track important info. Then I made a boss with multiple attacks, 2 phases, adds, and a custom health bar. I was creating larger challenges but with my hero only shooting a simple gun, it was time to add weapons. I added 7 in total. An 8th was originally planned for parity with the 8 upgrades, but I never got around to fully implementing it lol. Then it was just some polishing left, so I added a title screen, credits, game over screen, music, and any sound effects I didn't get around to adding yet. Oh and options, so volume levels and fullscreen mode could be adjusted. And then any last passes for animation adjustments, bugfixes, sound balancing, etc. I probably did more that I mentioned because it all starts to blur together towards the end. It's still a little janky in areas and I'm sure a lot of my methods and solutions are inefficient but in the end, it still seems to work and that's good enough for a learning project Here's some screenshots! Title screen: ![](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/e9d68b6a-bf05-4fd1-b6c1-f20c1ecd0ea8.png) Swarmed by enemies: ![](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/bb3691a1-6f8c-4dfb-a48f-daa8d44b0b75.png) Using the "gorbachev" cheat: ![](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/9b88559d-73e7-4c77-84f2-458a54dfeed3.png) Level up overlay: ![](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/0cdecbab-a2e9-47c0-826b-9dd751b9fe3f.png) Boss fight: ![](https://hexbear.net/pictrs/image/c94d658e-255c-4a79-8c6b-62f44f7427d1.png) I have a packed exe that I can put up on a file sharing site if that's allowed here and anyone expresses interest in trying it out Links to the game: [Windows version](https://pixeldrain.com/u/qUUshQER) [Linux version](https://pixeldrain.com/u/w44ccgmu)

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    gamedev nemmybun Now 100%
    My experience with Godot so far

    Brain hurty but I'm gonna keep at it

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    mutual_aid nemmybun Now 100%
    Need $30 for upcoming phone bill and mailing important documents

    Hi all, I've completely run out of money and I have a couple needs coming up soon. I need to pay my phone bill and my partner needs to send off time-sensitive documents for their disability claim soon. I think I should be able to get by with $30.

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    polyamory nemmybun Now 100%
    Who is she?
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    polyamory nemmybun Now 100%
    Anyone else polyam and ADHD?
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    polyamory nemmybun Now 100%
    Tis the season
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    polyamory nemmybun Now 100%
    We happy
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    Not a chance
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    polyamory nemmybun Now 100%
    A bright future
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    polyamory nemmybun Now 100%
    Financial recommendation
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    The real point of polyamory
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    Fresh from the factory
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    polyamory nemmybun Now 100%
    Anything but that
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    nemmybun [she/her]

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