down with cis

up with trans

dj sabrina the teenage dj not being in the i saw the tv glow soundtrack feels like a huge missed opportunity tbh

i've found that i've had to downsize a bit, yeah. a lot of us have shallow breasts and i think the site isn't that good at finding a bra size for that breast type

(god gives her biggest tits to her most anxious boymoders)

abrathatfits has me in C/D range instead of B/C now

sometimes i still say avatar and i wonder if it clocks me as a boomer (millennial)

i just stayed calm and didn't shake during my injection for the first time!! i used to have major needle anxiety so the fact that ive gotten over it over the last year (i have another med that i need to inject) feels huge for me and its cool lil side effect of me having a better handle on my emotions now

yes. those rocks belong to outdoor cats

wishing the author of My Lesbian Experience with Loneliness a very GETO UT OF MY HEAD GET OUT OF MY HEAD GET OUT OF MY HEAD

im a very stupid chaos activist

my dad had to have surgery when i was 3 months into HRT (still boymoding) and when the surgeon came out to talk to me afterwards he thought i was 18 (i was in my late 20's)

obama but he’s a trot:

uhhh let me pamphleteer

i took seroquel 10 yrs ago and yeah that tracks, it would also knock me right out

counterpoint: im an idiot and i dont wanna have to restart halfway into the story bc i made a doodoo character

trying to pass as a cis woman online by putting she/her/hers in my bio instead of just she/her

Now, the dysphoria more clearly is disassociation

god, it took me so long to realize this. in my case i think the neglect i went through growing up caused me to dissociate from anything that was uncomfortable, which is why it's so hard for me to actually feel my dysphoria and why i didnt know in the same way that it feels like other trans people knew. so there's definitely a correlation for me

i didnt really start hating it until i started going by my chosen name. which checks out compared to how ive felt about a ton of other gender things. like i didnt rly realize how much i hated my body hair until it was gone, or my voice until i realized that id subconsciously changed it to be more feminine. basically i just masked so hard that i forgot i was masking. i also have cptsd so that probably contributed to it