ROCD is the fucking worst (vent post)

Other themes made me feel like a heinous person, but they never made me doubt my connection to the most important person of my life.

Why the fuck should I have to constantly doubt whether I am truly attracted or not to the girl that I fell for after a single conversation?

Why should I hyperfixate on small differences of opinion and catastrophize about them instead of just feeling grateful about the wonderful person in my life?

Why should I worry about her cheating in me, or the inverse when everything is going well?

I am just so so so so so tired of this shit dude